1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:59,300 --> 00:01:01,140 Fuck you, Jake. 4 00:03:07,220 --> 00:03:09,420 I don't have enough money to buy more cigarettes. 5 00:03:09,580 --> 00:03:10,860 Shit! 6 00:03:23,140 --> 00:03:27,740 He took my money. That son of a bitch. 7 00:05:47,860 --> 00:05:49,380 Shit. 8 00:09:02,340 --> 00:09:05,540 John... Hi, it's Jane... 9 00:09:08,020 --> 00:09:10,260 Sorry, yeah Dolce... 10 00:09:14,580 --> 00:09:17,420 Yeah I'm okay, how are you? 11 00:09:19,380 --> 00:09:20,580 Good. 12 00:09:22,740 --> 00:09:26,340 Actually, I'm going to be leaving town... 13 00:09:31,380 --> 00:09:33,980 Well, I was hoping that maybe we could set up... 14 00:09:35,220 --> 00:09:37,140 Yeah, one last time... 15 00:09:45,260 --> 00:09:49,060 Oh, I was... I was thinking this afternoon... 16 00:09:55,500 --> 00:09:58,260 You would? Thank you... 17 00:10:00,900 --> 00:10:03,020 Yeah, sure that would be great... 18 00:10:05,700 --> 00:10:07,540 Yeah, I'll see you then. 19 00:12:12,980 --> 00:12:14,540 Yeah, right. 20 00:13:33,420 --> 00:13:37,180 Hi, I saw your ad for models... 21 00:13:38,100 --> 00:13:39,940 Nudes, yes... 22 00:13:41,900 --> 00:13:43,140 Yes... 23 00:13:44,140 --> 00:13:46,340 I have a lot of experience... 24 00:13:48,980 --> 00:13:50,820 My name is Dolce... 25 00:13:53,100 --> 00:13:54,140 Yeah... 26 00:13:58,700 --> 00:14:00,140 Tonight... 27 00:14:03,540 --> 00:14:04,780 Okay... 28 00:14:05,460 --> 00:14:06,740 That's good... 29 00:14:08,580 --> 00:14:10,100 Where are you? 30 00:14:13,220 --> 00:14:17,020 Alright, yeah I can be there... 31 00:14:18,780 --> 00:14:21,260 Okay, I'll see ya. 32 00:16:48,300 --> 00:16:51,900 Hi, I just read your ad online... 33 00:16:52,740 --> 00:16:54,860 You're looking for nude models? 34 00:17:09,860 --> 00:17:11,340 I like that. 35 00:18:46,860 --> 00:18:50,460 Zack! Hi, it's Dolce. 36 00:18:51,540 --> 00:18:53,620 Jane, sorry... 37 00:18:54,900 --> 00:18:56,300 How are you? 38 00:18:56,620 --> 00:18:58,540 Good! Good... 39 00:18:59,260 --> 00:19:01,220 Yeah, well, I'm good... 40 00:19:01,740 --> 00:19:05,340 No, I am not drunk... much... 41 00:19:07,620 --> 00:19:11,740 Shut up! That's not why I'm calling... 42 00:19:14,100 --> 00:19:15,700 How've you been? 43 00:19:17,220 --> 00:19:18,220 Yeah... 44 00:19:20,260 --> 00:19:23,140 Yeah, actually I have been... Yeah... 45 00:19:24,700 --> 00:19:28,900 And my equipment sucks, but I'm working on that 46 00:19:29,060 --> 00:19:31,300 and I'm going to make some money and fix it... 47 00:19:31,500 --> 00:19:33,100 Seriously... 48 00:19:34,420 --> 00:19:35,780 Yeah! 49 00:19:36,860 --> 00:19:40,460 In fact, I was wondering if that job was still open? 50 00:19:42,100 --> 00:19:45,500 I know it was a long time ago, come on! 51 00:19:46,620 --> 00:19:49,380 You don't want to work with me anymore? 52 00:19:51,740 --> 00:19:56,420 No I am, I'm coming back to Michigan... I promise... 53 00:19:57,420 --> 00:19:58,340 No... 54 00:19:59,140 --> 00:20:01,740 No, I'm not going to flake out this time... 55 00:20:04,500 --> 00:20:06,220 Come on Zack... 56 00:20:08,780 --> 00:20:11,740 Of course I want to work with you, who else would I work with? 57 00:20:16,220 --> 00:20:19,140 Okay... Yes... Yes! 58 00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:24,060 Oh, yes I have a project... 59 00:20:25,820 --> 00:20:30,060 I could send you some shots. Thinking I could maybe make a book... 60 00:20:32,140 --> 00:20:35,020 Alright... Yeah, I'll do that... 61 00:20:36,780 --> 00:20:37,900 Okay... 62 00:20:38,620 --> 00:20:42,940 No, soon, so... I'll be in touch? 63 00:20:45,060 --> 00:20:46,340 Great... 64 00:20:47,660 --> 00:20:50,620 You too... Okay... 65 00:20:51,620 --> 00:20:53,460 Thank you Zack... 66 00:20:55,300 --> 00:20:56,620 Bye. 67 00:21:04,220 --> 00:21:05,620 Alright. 68 00:22:09,980 --> 00:22:11,420 Beautiful. 69 00:22:17,620 --> 00:22:20,540 Beautiful, beautiful... 70 00:22:23,500 --> 00:22:24,860 Good. 71 00:22:56,460 --> 00:22:59,980 That was cool. Put your arm back up on the pole there... 72 00:23:00,900 --> 00:23:02,340 Perfect. 73 00:23:02,620 --> 00:23:04,260 So cool. 74 00:25:10,340 --> 00:25:14,900 Mom, Hi. How are you? 75 00:25:17,820 --> 00:25:20,700 No, no, no, no, nothing's wrong. 76 00:25:20,940 --> 00:25:24,620 Actually, I'm, I'm coming home... 77 00:25:27,380 --> 00:25:31,020 Mom? Are you there? 78 00:25:33,260 --> 00:25:34,820 Ma? 79 00:25:36,140 --> 00:25:40,260 Yes, yes I know what that means... 80 00:25:41,980 --> 00:25:47,820 No, no I haven't touched anything in, awhile... 81 00:25:49,820 --> 00:25:52,460 Yes, the booze too. 82 00:25:54,500 --> 00:25:57,500 I even quit smoking... 83 00:26:00,780 --> 00:26:04,100 No, no one's here... 84 00:26:05,860 --> 00:26:07,500 I quit that too... 85 00:26:11,340 --> 00:26:13,700 Why? Why? 86 00:26:14,180 --> 00:26:18,380 I don't know I guess I knew where I was headed... 87 00:26:23,620 --> 00:26:26,180 Actually I have a job set up... 88 00:26:27,580 --> 00:26:30,860 Yes, I think it's going to be good. 89 00:26:31,900 --> 00:26:34,380 Something that I, I'm good at... 90 00:26:37,700 --> 00:26:42,820 Yes, I have some money... I wouldn't come home otherwise... 91 00:26:44,580 --> 00:26:47,340 No, I won't, I wouldn't do that again... 92 00:26:54,940 --> 00:26:56,500 How is he? 93 00:27:06,180 --> 00:27:08,820 Well I think about him all the time... 94 00:27:11,300 --> 00:27:15,980 Yeah, could you, could you tell him that I, that I miss him, 95 00:27:17,740 --> 00:27:20,220 and that I, I'm coming home... 96 00:27:21,780 --> 00:27:25,140 I don't know a few weeks, or something... 97 00:27:32,540 --> 00:27:36,380 Yeah, okay, sure... 98 00:27:38,780 --> 00:27:41,700 No, I'm, I'm okay... I am... 99 00:27:44,940 --> 00:27:46,300 Thanks... 100 00:27:48,820 --> 00:27:53,260 So I should go but I will see you soon... 101 00:27:55,460 --> 00:27:56,700 Okay... 102 00:27:58,860 --> 00:27:59,900 Bye. 103 00:28:43,020 --> 00:28:46,420 Yeah? No, let me stop you... 104 00:28:48,020 --> 00:28:49,340 I'm done. 105 00:28:49,900 --> 00:28:51,740 Don't ever call me again. 106 00:32:15,060 --> 00:32:16,860 It's right there, right there... 107 00:32:18,340 --> 00:32:19,860 Marvelous... 108 00:32:20,260 --> 00:32:22,180 Oh, yes, yes, hold that, hold that. 109 00:32:23,660 --> 00:32:25,300 Wonderful. 110 00:32:27,500 --> 00:32:29,180 Yes, right there... 111 00:32:35,860 --> 00:32:37,100 I like that one. 112 00:32:37,260 --> 00:32:40,700 Do you think maybe you could put your hand on your shoulder? 113 00:32:42,380 --> 00:32:45,140 Wouldn't you rather I put my hand somewhere else? 114 00:32:45,500 --> 00:32:48,700 Maybe my face? My neck? 115 00:32:49,500 --> 00:32:52,500 My breast? Maybe somewhere lower? 116 00:32:53,500 --> 00:32:55,420 Maybe. 117 00:32:55,780 --> 00:32:57,740 Yeah. Maybe. 118 00:32:59,380 --> 00:33:01,540 I, I should get that. 119 00:33:03,500 --> 00:33:05,220 Of course you should. 120 00:33:37,540 --> 00:33:39,700 Oh my fucking God! 121 00:33:40,260 --> 00:33:43,140 Bob, why didn't you tell me Dolce was the other model? 122 00:33:43,420 --> 00:33:45,300 I didn't think you knew who she was. 123 00:33:45,460 --> 00:33:47,820 Are you kidding me? It is such an honor to meet you. 124 00:33:47,980 --> 00:33:51,060 I am such a fan. You're the whole reason I started modeling. 125 00:33:51,900 --> 00:33:53,100 Thanks. 126 00:33:56,860 --> 00:34:00,940 Dolce, if you could put your hand on Viral's shoulder, please? Thank you... 127 00:34:02,300 --> 00:34:04,380 Oh yeah, this one's beautiful... 128 00:34:05,820 --> 00:34:07,420 That's amazing... 129 00:34:11,020 --> 00:34:12,540 Perfect... 130 00:34:13,500 --> 00:34:16,340 Yes, yes, right there. Wonderful. 131 00:34:18,340 --> 00:34:21,620 Oh, yes, yes. Perfection. 132 00:34:37,300 --> 00:34:39,300 You have any plans? 133 00:34:40,100 --> 00:34:44,180 Dinner, then drive a bit, then get a cheap room. 134 00:34:46,460 --> 00:34:51,460 - I've got a better idea. Shoot me. - I don't think so. 135 00:34:52,180 --> 00:34:55,500 Please? You're as good behind the camera as you are in front of it. 136 00:34:57,020 --> 00:34:58,420 Not yet. 137 00:34:58,580 --> 00:35:00,300 So practice with me. 138 00:35:00,460 --> 00:35:03,220 It would mean everything to me to have some of your pictures in my port. 139 00:35:03,380 --> 00:35:05,220 And I'll pose however you want. Anything goes. 140 00:35:05,380 --> 00:35:07,820 The craziest thing you can think of, I'll do. 141 00:35:08,820 --> 00:35:11,820 I'll pay for the room, and buy dinner... 142 00:35:12,540 --> 00:35:15,460 Please, please, please, please? Please? 143 00:35:17,420 --> 00:35:19,700 You're a persistent little thing, aren't you? 144 00:35:20,340 --> 00:35:21,620 Thank you. 145 00:35:22,980 --> 00:35:24,500 You're the best, Bob. 146 00:35:25,740 --> 00:35:29,580 - I, I'll email you my favorite pictures. - Great, thank you. 147 00:35:30,060 --> 00:35:32,780 - See you in a few weeks? - Oh, oh, you're leaving now? 148 00:35:32,940 --> 00:35:37,460 - Dolce's going to shoot me, right? - Sure, what the fuck. 149 00:35:49,060 --> 00:35:50,500 That a deal? 150 00:35:51,980 --> 00:35:53,500 Shall we? 151 00:35:54,700 --> 00:35:58,540 Yeah... We have to stop at a liquor store first. 152 00:36:51,580 --> 00:36:53,380 If there is anything special you'd like me to wear, 153 00:36:53,540 --> 00:36:55,380 Bob just bought me all these new panties... 154 00:36:55,660 --> 00:36:57,820 - Cute, no? - Adorable. 155 00:36:59,620 --> 00:37:01,460 Here's mud in your eye.... 156 00:37:07,340 --> 00:37:09,860 - You sleeping with him? - Bob? 157 00:37:11,620 --> 00:37:14,100 No. Not really... 158 00:37:17,340 --> 00:37:19,860 Okay, if you really want to know, he likes to eat me out, 159 00:37:20,020 --> 00:37:22,620 but that's all we've ever done... 160 00:37:24,780 --> 00:37:27,220 I do owe him a blow job next time. 161 00:37:33,580 --> 00:37:37,700 - You really do want to shoot with me? - You have no idea. 162 00:37:44,060 --> 00:37:47,860 I do sleep with a lot of them though. I mean, it's where I meet guys. 163 00:37:48,340 --> 00:37:51,500 I don't really like going out to clubs or parties. 164 00:37:51,900 --> 00:37:55,500 - You're a stay-at-home type? - I guess. 165 00:37:56,700 --> 00:37:59,420 The good ones always expect it, don't they? 166 00:37:59,900 --> 00:38:02,060 The pictures turn out better. 167 00:38:02,820 --> 00:38:04,820 Or maybe that's in my mind... 168 00:38:07,780 --> 00:38:12,340 And the bad ones, I guess I used to feel sorry for them. 169 00:38:21,580 --> 00:38:23,020 Go for it. 170 00:38:25,340 --> 00:38:27,180 This guy... 171 00:38:27,500 --> 00:38:29,220 - Bob? - Yeah. 172 00:38:30,380 --> 00:38:32,540 He was, I don't know. 173 00:38:33,060 --> 00:38:34,900 Had a shoulder fetish? 174 00:38:35,060 --> 00:38:38,580 Yeah. I was going to say pathetic but, yeah. 175 00:38:40,100 --> 00:38:41,820 He has a great tongue though. 176 00:38:47,660 --> 00:38:50,900 You said you used to feel sorry for the bad ones? 177 00:38:52,660 --> 00:38:55,740 Yeah, I felt more like a therapist with GWCs. 178 00:38:57,260 --> 00:39:00,140 Like they were these really lonely guys who couldn't get a girl no matter what, 179 00:39:00,300 --> 00:39:02,780 and I was their one chance to see one naked. 180 00:39:02,940 --> 00:39:05,380 Here I'd be posing on the bed or the floor, 181 00:39:05,540 --> 00:39:07,380 usually naked or in a thong. 182 00:39:07,540 --> 00:39:10,260 We'd be spending most of our couple hours just talking. 183 00:39:10,420 --> 00:39:12,220 I started to feel like an Angel of Mercy. 184 00:39:12,380 --> 00:39:15,460 Like I'd be their one chance to sleep with a really pretty girl. 185 00:39:17,460 --> 00:39:19,660 Like I'd be making a fantasy of their's come true, 186 00:39:19,820 --> 00:39:21,860 they'd remember forever. 187 00:39:22,740 --> 00:39:24,260 What changed? 188 00:39:25,260 --> 00:39:28,900 Now, when I work with a GWC, it makes me not want to model anymore. 189 00:39:29,380 --> 00:39:33,020 I started realizing, it's like they hired their own personal stripper 190 00:39:33,180 --> 00:39:35,540 which they got to pick out online, 191 00:39:35,820 --> 00:39:39,140 choose what I'm going to wear, or not wear, how I'm going to be posed. 192 00:39:39,300 --> 00:39:42,900 And they get to keep these pictures forever, to jerk off to... 193 00:39:45,780 --> 00:39:48,660 It made me feel a lot less sorry for them. 194 00:39:48,900 --> 00:39:51,980 Had me questioning my worth and what I was doing with my life. 195 00:39:53,460 --> 00:39:56,900 I mean don't get me wrong, when I see my pictures its like, 196 00:39:57,140 --> 00:40:00,500 'fuck, if I was a guy I'd jerk off right now'. 197 00:40:00,780 --> 00:40:04,060 I always assume most of them jerk off to the photos, don't you? 198 00:40:12,020 --> 00:40:15,420 It's just that I'd rather them not take them with that in mind exactly... 199 00:40:22,940 --> 00:40:25,940 Okay I feel like I'm saying all the wrong things... 200 00:40:30,860 --> 00:40:33,220 Do you want me to just leave? 201 00:40:35,620 --> 00:40:37,900 I want you to take your clothes off. 202 00:40:58,620 --> 00:41:03,060 The last GWC I worked with, made me pose while watching this video 203 00:41:03,260 --> 00:41:07,260 of an old black and white football game with my clothes coming off, 204 00:41:07,420 --> 00:41:10,100 as if I was getting turned on by watching it. 205 00:41:10,940 --> 00:41:13,980 And the whole time he's shooting me from behind. 206 00:41:14,980 --> 00:41:18,060 Telling me not to turn around, at all. 207 00:41:19,740 --> 00:41:22,700 'Whatever you do, just don't turn around.' 208 00:41:24,540 --> 00:41:28,660 So, here I am watching this stupid football game, stripping, 209 00:41:28,860 --> 00:41:32,060 and I can't even see the guy who I am supposed to be posing for. 210 00:41:32,380 --> 00:41:33,980 So, it's like really freaking weird. 211 00:41:34,140 --> 00:41:36,660 And when I finally decide that I am going to turn around, 212 00:41:36,820 --> 00:41:40,380 sure enough he has his camera in one hand, and his dick in the other. 213 00:41:41,180 --> 00:41:44,060 And he is jerking off while he is taking photos of me. 214 00:41:45,260 --> 00:41:46,940 Talk about multi-tasking. 215 00:41:47,100 --> 00:41:49,700 I know, right? I was just so grossed out. 216 00:41:50,220 --> 00:41:52,860 And the thing is, he didn't even stop or anything. 217 00:41:53,660 --> 00:41:55,860 He just kept whacking off, telling me to turn back around, 218 00:41:56,020 --> 00:41:58,780 as if I was really going to let this situation continue. 219 00:42:00,180 --> 00:42:02,300 So that's when I decided right then and there, 220 00:42:02,460 --> 00:42:04,420 no more guys with cameras. 221 00:42:04,940 --> 00:42:06,740 Except Bob. 222 00:42:07,380 --> 00:42:09,780 Six hundred dollars for two hours. 223 00:42:09,940 --> 00:42:12,780 I spend most of my time just rolling around in bed teasing him. 224 00:42:13,180 --> 00:42:15,380 And he always has free clothes for me. 225 00:42:15,660 --> 00:42:18,060 - Like the panties? - Like the panties. 226 00:42:18,620 --> 00:42:20,620 And he makes me cum. 227 00:42:22,100 --> 00:42:24,940 He's a dork, but he's a keeper dork... 228 00:42:29,100 --> 00:42:31,180 Are you really going to quit modeling? 229 00:42:33,300 --> 00:42:35,020 I'm quitting the lifestyle. 230 00:42:35,260 --> 00:42:37,020 What will you do? 231 00:42:42,220 --> 00:42:44,260 I mean I've only been doing it for a year 232 00:42:44,420 --> 00:42:46,820 but, I can't imagine doing anything else. 233 00:42:47,940 --> 00:42:52,020 It's been over ten years for me. It's just time to do something else. 234 00:42:58,100 --> 00:43:01,620 I want you to shoot something with me you've never shot with any other model. 235 00:43:01,780 --> 00:43:04,180 Something you'd never have the nerve to ask. 236 00:43:09,020 --> 00:43:12,540 What makes you think there is something I haven't had the nerve to ask? 237 00:43:14,940 --> 00:43:16,020 Okay. 238 00:43:17,100 --> 00:43:20,060 Well how about you ask for what you want, 239 00:43:20,340 --> 00:43:23,540 and, and I'll ask for what I want? 240 00:43:25,100 --> 00:43:26,500 We'll see. 241 00:43:33,020 --> 00:43:35,300 Aren't you going to miss the money? 242 00:43:39,340 --> 00:43:43,060 Did one shoot with a photographer who flew me to Monty Carlo for a week. 243 00:43:43,220 --> 00:43:45,300 Made twenty five thousand dollars. 244 00:43:45,700 --> 00:43:48,620 Yeah. He didn't even try to sleep with me. 245 00:43:50,740 --> 00:43:54,260 Bought my jeep the day after I got back. Paid in cash. 246 00:43:55,540 --> 00:43:57,460 That was a long time ago. 247 00:43:58,500 --> 00:44:01,060 There were a couple years there where I was averaging 248 00:44:01,220 --> 00:44:05,460 eight to ten thousand dollars a month though. So, yeah. 249 00:44:08,460 --> 00:44:11,780 I average like, three grand. Unless I'm on a road trip. 250 00:44:11,940 --> 00:44:13,740 Then it's usually double that. 251 00:44:13,900 --> 00:44:15,820 I'm about the same place. 252 00:44:16,420 --> 00:44:18,020 I did a shoot a few weeks ago, 253 00:44:18,180 --> 00:44:20,660 made four hundred dollars just for washing my hair. 254 00:44:21,740 --> 00:44:23,820 Yeah, I didn't even have to be nude. 255 00:44:23,980 --> 00:44:27,620 Okay, that is a new one, even to me. 256 00:44:27,900 --> 00:44:31,060 It's a whole site devoted to girls just washing their hair. 257 00:44:31,300 --> 00:44:34,500 I do some foot fetish work too. That's the easiest money. 258 00:44:34,660 --> 00:44:40,300 See, and I have good feet... and great nipples, or so I've been told. 259 00:44:48,900 --> 00:44:52,180 I was twelve when I first saw you. 260 00:44:53,620 --> 00:44:57,500 I was playing on my older brother's computer, clicked on Internet Explorer, 261 00:44:57,660 --> 00:45:00,380 and up popped your Model Domination page. 262 00:45:00,540 --> 00:45:02,500 Is your brother a photographer? 263 00:45:02,660 --> 00:45:04,620 My brother? No. 264 00:45:07,220 --> 00:45:09,140 He was like fourteen. 265 00:45:13,780 --> 00:45:17,180 I saw you and became obsessed. I wanted to be you. 266 00:45:17,340 --> 00:45:19,740 All those costumes and make up. 267 00:45:19,980 --> 00:45:23,260 Oh my god, the nudes of you in those old abandoned buildings. 268 00:45:23,420 --> 00:45:25,620 The way you could bend yourself in half. 269 00:45:25,940 --> 00:45:29,100 I printed out all your pictures and made a modeling book. 270 00:45:29,260 --> 00:45:30,940 I used to practice your poses 271 00:45:31,100 --> 00:45:33,860 so that one day I could have a modeling book of my own... 272 00:45:41,980 --> 00:45:43,820 The Pile Driver. 273 00:45:44,100 --> 00:45:46,020 Straighten your right leg. 274 00:45:54,260 --> 00:45:58,140 - Do your parents know? - Are you kidding? Do yours? 275 00:45:59,740 --> 00:46:02,700 - They found out eventually. - How'd that turn out? 276 00:46:03,780 --> 00:46:05,820 Exactly as you think. 277 00:46:06,460 --> 00:46:09,020 My mom found a book of your pictures one time. 278 00:46:09,220 --> 00:46:10,660 She asked what it was. 279 00:46:10,820 --> 00:46:12,980 And I told her I think that the body is natural and beautiful 280 00:46:13,140 --> 00:46:15,380 and we should be proud of who we are. 281 00:46:15,740 --> 00:46:18,300 I think she was just glad I wasn't into girls. 282 00:46:27,540 --> 00:46:30,500 - I want to see you turned on. - I am. 283 00:46:32,980 --> 00:46:34,380 Not enough. 284 00:46:36,860 --> 00:46:39,580 You know that grainy black and white photo of me? 285 00:46:40,500 --> 00:46:44,860 I'm writhing back on the bed. My left arm over my head. 286 00:46:45,980 --> 00:46:48,620 This is what the photographer did to get that shot. 287 00:46:59,780 --> 00:47:02,580 - Hurt me. - Why would I want to do that? 288 00:47:03,420 --> 00:47:05,420 'Cause I need you to. 289 00:48:24,420 --> 00:48:26,940 Whatcha doin' over there? 290 00:48:28,260 --> 00:48:30,180 Having breakfast. 291 00:48:37,060 --> 00:48:38,380 Dolce. 292 00:48:41,100 --> 00:48:43,100 Take me with you. 293 00:48:44,020 --> 00:48:48,220 Even if it's only for a little while. Like a road trip. 294 00:48:48,900 --> 00:48:52,620 We'd have so much fun together. We'd make a lot of money. 295 00:48:56,220 --> 00:48:58,260 Why would I do that? 296 00:49:48,020 --> 00:49:51,620 - What is your real name? - My name is Jane. 297 00:52:23,340 --> 00:52:27,060 I am here today with Dolce and first off let me say 298 00:52:27,220 --> 00:52:30,420 that it is an honor to shoot this little interview with you. 299 00:52:30,580 --> 00:52:33,380 This, as you probably know, will go along with the photo shoot 300 00:52:33,540 --> 00:52:36,020 so people can look at the pictures and get to know you a little bit better. 301 00:52:36,180 --> 00:52:37,060 Right. 302 00:52:37,220 --> 00:52:39,980 So, Dolce, what brings you to Pittsburgh? 303 00:52:40,740 --> 00:52:46,820 I'm on my way home. I am driving to Michigan, where I am from, Bay City. 304 00:52:47,540 --> 00:52:49,660 And I am stopping along the way 305 00:52:49,820 --> 00:52:52,500 to meet all the photographers I've always wanted to work with, 306 00:52:52,820 --> 00:52:55,260 and some of my old favorites. 307 00:52:55,700 --> 00:52:58,500 This is my last blast. 308 00:52:59,300 --> 00:53:01,660 - You're retiring. - I am. 309 00:53:02,700 --> 00:53:06,620 So, will this actually be your last foot fetish shoot? 310 00:53:07,020 --> 00:53:09,300 Actually, I think it will be. 311 00:53:09,460 --> 00:53:13,060 I am even more honored, and completely privileged. 312 00:53:13,220 --> 00:53:14,060 Thank you. 313 00:53:14,220 --> 00:53:16,460 Well, I mean, you, you're legendary 314 00:53:16,620 --> 00:53:18,660 and yes, I've wanted to shoot you for a long time. 315 00:53:18,820 --> 00:53:19,580 Thank you. 316 00:53:19,740 --> 00:53:22,660 Tell us a little bit about yourself. What's your favorite food? 317 00:53:23,780 --> 00:53:28,820 I love candy. So, Twizzlers... 318 00:53:30,020 --> 00:53:31,500 I would say is my favorite. 319 00:53:31,660 --> 00:53:34,780 But what exactly do they taste like? 320 00:53:36,980 --> 00:53:38,940 It is a great mystery! 321 00:53:39,780 --> 00:53:44,300 I don't know. They don't really taste like strawberry, but I love them. 322 00:53:44,940 --> 00:53:48,100 Do you Dolce, have a favorite pair of shoes? 323 00:53:50,460 --> 00:53:56,180 Well, they may not be sexy but, my Chucks. 324 00:53:57,780 --> 00:53:59,780 - Sneakers. - Yes. 325 00:53:59,940 --> 00:54:02,580 On you, I'm sure they're completely adorable. 326 00:54:02,820 --> 00:54:04,260 Thank you. 327 00:54:04,420 --> 00:54:06,860 Now, are you personally into feet? 328 00:54:08,020 --> 00:54:12,020 Well, I like feet, I suppose. 329 00:54:12,460 --> 00:54:17,220 - Do you like having your toes sucked? - Sure. 330 00:54:18,580 --> 00:54:23,100 What about... well has a lover ever ejaculated onto your feet? 331 00:54:25,500 --> 00:54:26,700 No. 332 00:54:28,300 --> 00:54:31,420 Have you ever been toe fucked? 333 00:54:38,020 --> 00:54:42,180 I think that's enough... sorry. 334 00:55:29,580 --> 00:55:30,580 Hey. 335 00:55:31,300 --> 00:55:32,540 Hey. 336 00:55:39,300 --> 00:55:41,220 Want to do some blow? 337 00:55:45,820 --> 00:55:47,060 No. 338 00:56:52,500 --> 00:56:55,460 - I thought you weren't... - I changed my mind. 339 00:56:56,060 --> 00:56:57,500 Okay. 340 00:57:44,620 --> 00:57:45,900 Oh, shit. 341 01:00:07,900 --> 01:00:12,820 No more of this... no more. 342 01:03:52,340 --> 01:03:53,580 Nice. 343 01:07:32,300 --> 01:07:34,620 - How you feeling? - I feel good. 344 01:07:34,780 --> 01:07:39,300 - Not good? - I'm a little tired... But I'm good. 345 01:07:39,460 --> 01:07:41,380 Oh, you are good? Okay. 346 01:07:41,540 --> 01:07:46,460 Well, the photos are looking, the images are coming out great. 347 01:07:46,620 --> 01:07:49,340 Like, you've got a great... 348 01:07:51,380 --> 01:07:53,060 You're not looking tired, 349 01:07:53,220 --> 01:07:56,780 you're not looking like you're ready to be done with this. 350 01:07:59,620 --> 01:08:02,940 Ever just wake up and feel like it's time to do something else? 351 01:08:05,060 --> 01:08:09,340 Well, I went through that for a long time. 352 01:08:09,820 --> 01:08:11,300 - Yeah? - Yeah. 353 01:08:12,500 --> 01:08:17,020 I don't know if I settled in to what I do 354 01:08:18,660 --> 01:08:22,580 because I couldn't really think of something that would make me happier, 355 01:08:23,580 --> 01:08:26,460 but it's not realistically. 356 01:08:27,380 --> 01:08:30,540 So, I kept doing what I do. 357 01:08:32,140 --> 01:08:36,260 And I thank God everyday that I can do what I do 358 01:08:36,420 --> 01:08:38,540 because it's really not a bad job. 359 01:08:38,700 --> 01:08:39,660 Yeah. 360 01:08:43,940 --> 01:08:47,100 How long did it take you before you felt comfortable doing this? 361 01:08:50,860 --> 01:08:54,300 - You mean... - Being a photographer. 362 01:08:54,580 --> 01:08:56,580 Well, what kind of photographer? 363 01:08:56,740 --> 01:08:58,260 Well, this kind. 364 01:08:58,420 --> 01:09:02,180 Well this kind, it took a little time 365 01:09:02,340 --> 01:09:05,100 because you... 366 01:09:07,740 --> 01:09:10,180 you're working with beautiful women 367 01:09:10,340 --> 01:09:16,020 who are taking their clothes off for you, with you, 368 01:09:16,780 --> 01:09:22,940 and there's a certain adjustment period, we'll put it that way. 369 01:09:23,420 --> 01:09:28,540 And so it took some time but at the end of the day, 370 01:09:29,940 --> 01:09:36,180 you get used to it after a little while and it's not a novelty anymore, 371 01:09:36,340 --> 01:09:40,980 you realize it's part of your profession, and part of your art 372 01:09:41,420 --> 01:09:45,460 and you think of it in a completely different element at that point. 373 01:09:46,420 --> 01:09:50,500 Only time it still seems a little bit uncomfortable for me 374 01:09:50,660 --> 01:09:54,460 is if I'm working with a brand new model who's never done that before 375 01:09:54,620 --> 01:10:01,060 or done glamour or, artistic nude, and you feel her awkwardness, 376 01:10:01,620 --> 01:10:04,100 and it translates to me. 377 01:10:04,860 --> 01:10:08,620 And I think I'm pretty good at playing it out and you know, 378 01:10:09,060 --> 01:10:13,660 acting like I'm comfortable because obviously I need to. 379 01:10:15,580 --> 01:10:18,540 But, I don't know if I answered your question or not. 380 01:10:18,940 --> 01:10:20,060 Yeah. 381 01:10:33,420 --> 01:10:35,180 Beautiful. 382 01:10:39,340 --> 01:10:41,900 I'm really not doing this on purpose. 383 01:10:52,740 --> 01:10:56,540 Hey, Kim. Hi, it's Dolce. How are you? 384 01:10:57,020 --> 01:11:01,500 Great. I'm confirming for Wednesday. 385 01:11:02,300 --> 01:11:05,260 Right, two o'clock... Good. 386 01:11:05,940 --> 01:11:08,180 Is there anything I should know? 387 01:11:10,700 --> 01:11:13,980 Yeah I can stay still for a long time... 388 01:11:16,260 --> 01:11:20,740 Because of your cameras. That's so cool. 389 01:11:21,940 --> 01:11:24,540 Great, I'm really looking forward to it... 390 01:11:24,940 --> 01:11:27,820 Excellent, I will see you soon... Thanks. 391 01:11:43,980 --> 01:11:48,620 Hi is this Anthony? Yes, how are you? This is Dolce. 392 01:12:02,020 --> 01:12:03,500 This way? 393 01:12:03,660 --> 01:12:06,740 Yeah, kinda, kinda manage to get your... 394 01:12:06,900 --> 01:12:08,900 I know your backbone doesn't turn that way. 395 01:12:09,060 --> 01:12:11,060 Which way do you want it to turn? 396 01:12:11,220 --> 01:12:12,900 Let me try to see. 397 01:12:13,060 --> 01:12:17,380 Kind of facing that way but just kind of rotate around with your waist 398 01:12:17,540 --> 01:12:19,100 and your... 399 01:12:40,260 --> 01:12:43,020 I feel like the theme from the Olympics playing for some reason. 400 01:12:43,260 --> 01:12:46,020 You should be holding a discus or... 401 01:12:46,260 --> 01:12:48,340 That is what I feel like actually now that you say it. 402 01:12:48,500 --> 01:12:51,020 ... have a medallion of some kind around your neck. 403 01:12:57,860 --> 01:13:00,220 So we'll kind of develop a tempo here. 404 01:13:06,100 --> 01:13:08,220 Be a little more compact. 405 01:13:08,380 --> 01:13:10,700 Oh, okay. Sure. 406 01:14:37,300 --> 01:14:40,900 Okay, now just a little bit more on your right... Okay, good! 407 01:14:41,540 --> 01:14:43,660 Alrighty, here we go. Here we go. 408 01:14:43,820 --> 01:14:45,420 Good? Excellent? 409 01:14:45,580 --> 01:14:48,620 Okay John! There you go, good, good, good! 410 01:14:50,180 --> 01:14:53,300 Good. Phyllis give me a smile. 411 01:14:55,380 --> 01:14:58,580 Okay, I need you to move over just a little bit this way... yeah, yeah, 412 01:14:58,740 --> 01:15:02,260 now do that same feel where your hip is on the other, yeah, yeah. 413 01:15:02,420 --> 01:15:03,700 Good. Excellent. 414 01:15:03,860 --> 01:15:05,540 Yeah. Right at me, good. 415 01:17:35,660 --> 01:17:41,020 Watch as this hand tells a story. And the shadows in the hand, 416 01:17:41,220 --> 01:17:43,580 the way they accentuate the shadows in the background here, 417 01:17:43,740 --> 01:17:46,020 it's like ink running into the hand. 418 01:17:46,700 --> 01:17:49,220 You look like a painting... 419 01:17:52,740 --> 01:17:55,740 Nice, you can't even tell where you're at in it. 420 01:17:55,900 --> 01:17:58,620 It's my general idea on most of them, 421 01:17:58,780 --> 01:18:01,540 is to try to make it to where there isn't any sensuality, 422 01:18:01,700 --> 01:18:03,900 it's just paint to where people look at it 423 01:18:04,060 --> 01:18:07,380 in a gallery they don't know there is a naked person there at first. 424 01:18:07,540 --> 01:18:11,100 I don't want it to be about sex, I want it to be about art. 425 01:18:11,540 --> 01:18:13,580 I mean, obviously when there is tits in it, 426 01:18:13,740 --> 01:18:16,220 it's about sex to somebody looking at it. 427 01:18:23,660 --> 01:18:25,140 - Place it all over your body. - Okay. 428 01:18:25,300 --> 01:18:27,180 Just spread it out as much as you can. 429 01:18:27,340 --> 01:18:29,500 Just go ahead and be as generous as you'd like. 430 01:18:29,660 --> 01:18:33,100 Just take your hands in it as if you're applying a lotion all over your skin. 431 01:18:33,260 --> 01:18:36,540 Try to get every part of your body, including your hair, 432 01:18:36,700 --> 01:18:39,580 also be careful not to get it in your eyes and your mouth as well. 433 01:18:39,740 --> 01:18:40,820 Ah, okay. 434 01:18:40,980 --> 01:18:46,700 And then once you're done with this, then we have the ashes. 435 01:18:47,660 --> 01:18:51,740 Which the ashes are actually gently sifted ashes from my fireplace 436 01:18:51,900 --> 01:18:56,740 which were burnt I guess you want to say burnt discards of old love letters, 437 01:18:56,900 --> 01:19:02,460 photos, and poems, and so there is a certain, to me an emotional aspect 438 01:19:02,620 --> 01:19:06,980 with that essence of yourself that you're going to also place all over your body. 439 01:19:07,140 --> 01:19:11,860 And hopefully that will kind of guide the emotive aspect of the shoot, so. 440 01:19:12,060 --> 01:19:13,540 I love it. 441 01:19:13,700 --> 01:19:17,780 In short, what we're going to be doing is focusing on the tragic victims 442 01:19:17,940 --> 01:19:21,180 of Mt Vesuvius exploding... 443 01:19:21,340 --> 01:19:24,300 - Right. - And destroying Pompeii, Herculaneum. 444 01:19:24,460 --> 01:19:27,900 And the series is not to glorify their death, 445 01:19:28,100 --> 01:19:30,700 but it's more to tribute the compassion they had for each other 446 01:19:30,860 --> 01:19:33,140 in their final hours of life. 447 01:19:33,300 --> 01:19:36,700 And so what I want you to do with this series 448 01:19:36,860 --> 01:19:41,980 is I want more of your images to kind of try to focus on what they might have felt, 449 01:19:42,140 --> 01:19:47,540 listen to the music that's playing and listen to like, 450 01:19:47,700 --> 01:19:53,540 what's inside of you as far as the sorrow, the, the reaching out 451 01:19:53,700 --> 01:19:58,060 to possibly for help or to save someone. 452 01:19:58,500 --> 01:20:00,660 So I want like a lot of poses 453 01:20:00,820 --> 01:20:03,100 that are kind of a little bit more introspective, 454 01:20:03,260 --> 01:20:05,860 a little bit more internalized. 455 01:20:06,020 --> 01:20:08,860 Everything is going to have a single, what I call a divine light, 456 01:20:09,020 --> 01:20:12,580 coming down on you, and you can focus on that if you want, 457 01:20:12,740 --> 01:20:14,500 as if reaching for the light, 458 01:20:14,660 --> 01:20:18,860 or you can just kind of shield your eyes from the light. 459 01:20:31,940 --> 01:20:35,900 My favorites? I mean for just not having to think about it 460 01:20:36,060 --> 01:20:39,500 and just going out and shooting, would be any of the box cameras 461 01:20:39,660 --> 01:20:43,540 because none of them have any kind of aperture control, shutter speeds, 462 01:20:43,700 --> 01:20:46,540 it's you just basically point it and click it. 463 01:20:51,140 --> 01:20:53,380 Now I can't see you at all. 464 01:21:00,500 --> 01:21:03,140 You do it to be more conscious of how much sunlight you're getting in, 465 01:21:03,300 --> 01:21:07,180 and that kind of thing, but they're the easiest ones to use. 466 01:21:12,020 --> 01:21:14,740 Your leg's going to be sore by the end of this. 467 01:21:14,900 --> 01:21:17,420 Feels good actually right now. 468 01:21:19,740 --> 01:21:22,300 Probably after sitting in the car for so long. 469 01:21:22,620 --> 01:21:23,860 Yeah... 470 01:21:28,100 --> 01:21:30,860 I like the drive but I'm definitely stiff. 471 01:21:36,060 --> 01:21:38,980 I like driving if I am on my way to something. 472 01:21:44,460 --> 01:21:48,220 I shoot all one twenty film, I don't shoot any thirty five millimeter, 473 01:21:48,500 --> 01:21:55,180 but thirty fives, are usually kind of like an entry point 474 01:21:55,340 --> 01:21:57,780 for getting into that kind of thing. 475 01:21:58,060 --> 01:22:00,620 A lot of these I don't even, I have never even tried using, 476 01:22:00,780 --> 01:22:03,380 because it got to the point where people just started giving them to me 477 01:22:03,540 --> 01:22:07,740 and finding them in their dad's basement, and finding them at garage sales 478 01:22:07,900 --> 01:22:11,620 and, I think I got this one, like a week ago for like a dollar. 479 01:22:13,740 --> 01:22:16,420 And it's funny because there is still a spool inside it, 480 01:22:16,580 --> 01:22:19,940 and a spool themselves are worth about twenty five dollars on eBay. 481 01:22:20,660 --> 01:22:23,380 Because once I get this open it's going to be... 482 01:22:27,260 --> 01:22:30,340 and if you could just hold still for... 483 01:22:34,180 --> 01:22:36,220 and blinking doesn't matter, don't worry about that, 484 01:22:36,380 --> 01:22:38,260 it won't even register. 485 01:22:38,700 --> 01:22:40,620 You made this one? 486 01:22:40,780 --> 01:22:44,220 Yeah, this one I made just out of a tea canister. 487 01:22:44,660 --> 01:22:46,260 What's inside of it? 488 01:22:47,900 --> 01:22:49,460 Just a piece of paper right now. 489 01:22:49,620 --> 01:22:51,180 A piece of photo paper 490 01:22:51,340 --> 01:22:54,100 that's just kind of like wrapped around the interior of it. 491 01:22:55,060 --> 01:22:57,820 So I end up with like an eight by ten paper negative 492 01:22:57,980 --> 01:23:01,820 that I contact print to make a positive image. 493 01:23:02,740 --> 01:23:05,620 But with the pinhole, it comes out all distorted and... 494 01:23:06,780 --> 01:23:08,340 That's incredible. 495 01:23:12,300 --> 01:23:14,820 - May I look through one of these? - Oh, sure, go right ahead. 496 01:23:14,980 --> 01:23:19,580 So a lot of the brownies are, like you hold them at waist level. 497 01:23:19,740 --> 01:23:21,100 Okay. 498 01:23:22,020 --> 01:23:24,860 And so you would be looking through... 499 01:23:25,020 --> 01:23:26,740 From this position I would look through it? 500 01:23:26,900 --> 01:23:28,660 Yep, and you'd just be looking through that, 501 01:23:28,820 --> 01:23:30,220 which might be kind of difficult in here 502 01:23:30,380 --> 01:23:31,660 because we don't have a whole lot of light. 503 01:23:31,820 --> 01:23:32,900 Right. 504 01:23:33,100 --> 01:23:34,540 Perfect. 505 01:23:48,100 --> 01:23:50,380 The view of that light is nice. 506 01:23:52,500 --> 01:23:54,140 So if I were to be shooting now, 507 01:23:54,300 --> 01:23:56,300 do I have to keep it steady the whole time? 508 01:23:56,460 --> 01:23:59,140 The shutter speed on these is usually pretty slow. 509 01:23:59,300 --> 01:24:02,220 It's like about a fifteenth of a second to a thirtieth of a second, 510 01:24:02,380 --> 01:24:04,220 so you can't be moving a whole lot 511 01:24:04,380 --> 01:24:06,540 and your subject can't be moving a whole lot, 512 01:24:06,700 --> 01:24:12,540 but enough that you can hand hold it and not be concerned with blurring the image. 513 01:26:24,860 --> 01:26:29,300 I've got a stereo in the other room, I could play some music if you want. 514 01:26:30,220 --> 01:26:31,980 What kind of music do you like? 515 01:26:32,140 --> 01:26:38,020 Old punk, or the Stones maybe? Something loud and obnoxious? 516 01:26:40,020 --> 01:26:46,740 I think we've got Elton John, Billy Joel, I've got Journey's Greatest Hits? 517 01:26:48,620 --> 01:26:50,900 I think I've got some Katy Perry too if you want. 518 01:26:51,060 --> 01:26:52,780 - Don't worry about it. - Okay. 519 01:26:52,940 --> 01:26:58,500 - I'm fine. Unless you want to hear some? - No, I don't really listen to music. 520 01:26:58,940 --> 01:27:00,940 I never would have guessed. 521 01:27:03,300 --> 01:27:04,740 - Gary? - Alisa. 522 01:27:04,900 --> 01:27:07,420 What the hell is going on in here? 523 01:27:08,460 --> 01:27:10,180 What are you doing home? 524 01:27:10,340 --> 01:27:12,940 Why is there a naked girl in my kitchen? 525 01:27:18,580 --> 01:27:21,180 What happened between you and my husband? 526 01:27:21,460 --> 01:27:22,780 Nothing. 527 01:27:22,980 --> 01:27:25,180 Did he try anything with you? 528 01:27:25,740 --> 01:27:28,740 - He's not the type. - What do you mean by that? 529 01:27:29,660 --> 01:27:33,100 He just doesn't seem like the kind of photographer who would do that. 530 01:27:33,420 --> 01:27:36,980 - There's a type? - It's not Gary. 531 01:27:37,300 --> 01:27:40,060 But, how can you be sure? 532 01:27:41,340 --> 01:27:43,660 For one, he never offered me a drink. 533 01:27:43,820 --> 01:27:46,540 What, you sleep with every photographer who gives you something to drink? 534 01:27:46,700 --> 01:27:52,380 No. But on occasion, one drink will lead to two and then three... 535 01:27:52,540 --> 01:27:56,540 I get it. Does it matter if they're married? 536 01:27:57,820 --> 01:28:00,500 - Apparently not. - I've never asked. 537 01:28:01,740 --> 01:28:03,660 That doesn't make it right. 538 01:28:14,380 --> 01:28:15,740 I think that's Gary's. 539 01:28:15,900 --> 01:28:20,700 Yes. Target. On sale. I buy all of his clothes. 540 01:28:22,860 --> 01:28:24,820 He's a goddamned accountant. 541 01:28:24,980 --> 01:28:27,900 What does he need pictures of naked girls for? 542 01:28:33,900 --> 01:28:38,140 - So he can masturbate to them? - I never ask. 543 01:28:38,820 --> 01:28:41,420 You don't ask much, do you? 544 01:28:41,900 --> 01:28:44,860 Don't you want to know what people do with your photos? 545 01:28:45,300 --> 01:28:46,900 Not really. 546 01:28:47,740 --> 01:28:50,700 It's degrading. You're degrading yourself. 547 01:28:50,860 --> 01:28:52,460 I don't find it degrading. 548 01:28:52,620 --> 01:28:54,940 Posing naked for someone else's husband? 549 01:28:55,100 --> 01:28:58,300 He is a photographer. I'm a model. 550 01:28:59,300 --> 01:29:01,300 That works for you? 551 01:29:01,660 --> 01:29:03,820 I'm very proud of some of the photographs taken of me. 552 01:29:04,020 --> 01:29:07,220 How nice. Some of the photographs taken of you. 553 01:29:07,540 --> 01:29:10,060 It depends a lot on the photographer. 554 01:29:10,420 --> 01:29:13,620 - What about Gary? - He's a hobbyist. 555 01:29:14,780 --> 01:29:17,780 - Is he any good? - Probably not. 556 01:29:21,380 --> 01:29:24,660 - At least you're honest. - It's a job. 557 01:29:25,460 --> 01:29:28,700 If I only pose for the best photographers, I wouldn't be able to pay the bills. 558 01:29:28,860 --> 01:29:32,780 - So instead you take my bill money. - Gary hired me. 559 01:29:33,820 --> 01:29:37,300 I posted a travel notice on my page and he emailed me. 560 01:29:37,700 --> 01:29:39,620 Not the other way around. 561 01:30:05,500 --> 01:30:07,580 I made it out to cash. 562 01:32:33,860 --> 01:32:35,140 Hey Mom... 563 01:32:37,580 --> 01:32:40,020 What do you mean you're surprised? 564 01:32:41,620 --> 01:32:45,020 Mom, I'm serious this time. I told you that. 565 01:32:48,380 --> 01:32:51,900 Okay, okay I will be there in two days... 566 01:32:56,940 --> 01:32:58,500 You did? 567 01:32:59,820 --> 01:33:01,180 Thank you... 568 01:33:05,460 --> 01:33:07,500 Well how's he holding up? 569 01:33:10,100 --> 01:33:11,300 Okay... 570 01:33:13,860 --> 01:33:14,900 Good... 571 01:33:15,940 --> 01:33:17,860 Yeah, I'm good... 572 01:33:23,780 --> 01:33:25,180 Alright... 573 01:33:29,140 --> 01:33:31,620 I will, see you in two days... 574 01:33:34,220 --> 01:33:35,460 Thanks... 575 01:33:36,740 --> 01:33:38,020 Bye. 576 01:35:56,820 --> 01:36:00,620 Ten years later and you're still not locking your front door. 577 01:36:00,980 --> 01:36:04,340 Well you never know who's just going to wonder in off the street. 578 01:36:04,580 --> 01:36:07,060 - Surprised? - Honestly? Yeah. 579 01:36:07,740 --> 01:36:08,820 Hey. 580 01:36:10,060 --> 01:36:14,180 And I mean, looking as sexy as ever, right? 581 01:36:15,260 --> 01:36:18,900 - Hi, I'm Fresh. - Fresh? 582 01:36:19,380 --> 01:36:23,780 Now, Fresh is her modeling alias. Krista, this is Jane. 583 01:36:24,100 --> 01:36:28,060 Jane is the very first model I ever shot. 584 01:36:28,380 --> 01:36:32,180 - Nice to meet you. - Krista's just starting out. 585 01:36:32,740 --> 01:36:34,500 I remember what that's like. 586 01:36:34,660 --> 01:36:36,860 How old were you when you first started shooting? 587 01:36:38,940 --> 01:36:41,980 We were both eighteen. 588 01:36:44,140 --> 01:36:46,620 So I was in like, first grade. 589 01:36:48,500 --> 01:36:50,580 Well, let's wrap it up for today. 590 01:36:50,940 --> 01:36:53,020 We'll set up a shoot later in the week, alright? 591 01:36:53,820 --> 01:36:55,060 Okay. 592 01:36:55,220 --> 01:36:57,060 You don't want to hang out? 593 01:36:59,900 --> 01:37:01,500 Not tonight, babe. 594 01:37:02,740 --> 01:37:04,340 You sure? 595 01:37:15,660 --> 01:37:18,260 - She's cute. - They all are. 596 01:37:21,380 --> 01:37:25,100 - And young. - Well, they don't get any older. 597 01:37:25,620 --> 01:37:27,260 Only we do. 598 01:37:36,620 --> 01:37:39,860 Whatever happened to that shy boy 599 01:37:40,020 --> 01:37:43,900 who was afraid to ask me to take my clothes off? 600 01:37:45,140 --> 01:37:47,300 Well, I think he grew up. 601 01:37:48,500 --> 01:37:50,380 That's a shame. 602 01:38:07,220 --> 01:38:10,100 So, can I tell you about my book idea? 603 01:38:10,300 --> 01:38:15,500 - Sure, over a cold beer. - Ah, thanks, I'm not drinking. 604 01:38:16,260 --> 01:38:20,540 Okay. Is there anything else you gave up that I should be aware of? 605 01:38:23,580 --> 01:38:27,500 Hey, come on. I'm kidding. I missed you. 606 01:38:40,180 --> 01:38:41,300 Great. 607 01:38:59,020 --> 01:39:00,660 Fuck you, Zack. 608 01:39:03,420 --> 01:39:07,980 - What will it be? - Cranberry juice...that's it. 609 01:39:36,860 --> 01:39:38,420 Please, go away. 610 01:39:38,580 --> 01:39:40,100 I just wanted to see if I could buy you a drink. 611 01:39:40,260 --> 01:39:42,860 You can't buy me a drink. You can't buy me anything. 612 01:39:43,020 --> 01:39:44,580 You can't buy me. 613 01:39:44,740 --> 01:39:47,220 Nothing is for sale in this little perimeter around me 614 01:39:47,380 --> 01:39:49,420 I like to think of as personal space. 615 01:39:49,580 --> 01:39:51,500 You have yourself a nice evening. 616 01:39:55,860 --> 01:39:57,900 My name is Maggie Stinson. 617 01:39:58,060 --> 01:40:01,380 I'd like to thank my friend Dean for helping me out on the bass tonight. 618 01:40:01,540 --> 01:40:03,380 We've got one more for you. 619 01:40:08,900 --> 01:40:18,460 You were so beautiful when I was drunk. 620 01:40:20,580 --> 01:40:30,620 And I'm sure we could have been something good if I hadn't sobered up. 621 01:40:44,380 --> 01:40:50,060 There's the door with your name on it. 622 01:40:50,660 --> 01:40:55,060 Don't let it hit your ass. 623 01:40:56,260 --> 01:41:01,900 Yes, I know we both could have gotten lucky 624 01:41:02,060 --> 01:41:06,740 but I think I'll have to pass. 625 01:41:09,500 --> 01:41:13,620 'Cause you're not my type. 626 01:41:15,460 --> 01:41:21,380 You are not the boy that I like but... 627 01:41:32,380 --> 01:41:41,660 You were so beautiful when I was drunk. 628 01:41:43,700 --> 01:41:53,500 And I'm sure we could have been something good if I hadn't sobered up. 629 01:42:21,020 --> 01:42:22,220 Bill. 630 01:42:23,940 --> 01:42:26,820 Could I get one of whatever she's having? 631 01:42:34,660 --> 01:42:37,380 It's not often someone claps in here. 632 01:42:49,780 --> 01:42:52,300 - Top it off? - No, I'm good. 633 01:42:55,940 --> 01:43:00,900 - I like the song. You write it? - I did. Thank you. 634 01:43:01,860 --> 01:43:05,700 Don't remember hearing much in the way of original music in Bay City. 635 01:43:05,980 --> 01:43:09,220 Usually just bad cover bands playing Journey or Skynyrd. 636 01:43:10,060 --> 01:43:12,260 - Classics. - Exactly. 637 01:43:15,700 --> 01:43:18,580 - You from here? - Born and raised. 638 01:43:19,100 --> 01:43:22,060 Then, I escaped on my eighteenth birthday. 639 01:43:22,980 --> 01:43:27,140 Been back just a couple of times. It's always a disaster. 640 01:43:27,820 --> 01:43:31,340 So, what brings you back again? 641 01:43:32,220 --> 01:43:35,940 A job. I thought. A friend I thought. 642 01:43:36,420 --> 01:43:40,780 The need to start over, to reconnect with my past, 643 01:43:40,940 --> 01:43:44,540 to reconnect with life, to reconnect before it's too late. 644 01:43:44,820 --> 01:43:49,980 All of the above. None of the above... I don't fucking know. 645 01:43:50,260 --> 01:43:52,740 It sounds like something I'd write a song about. 646 01:43:54,100 --> 01:43:59,460 - You? You from here? - I'm from Detroit, originally. 647 01:44:00,100 --> 01:44:01,980 Needed to get away from there, 648 01:44:02,140 --> 01:44:04,780 but still wanted to be able to visit my family on occasion, 649 01:44:05,060 --> 01:44:08,020 followed a boy up here about a year ago, found a job I love, 650 01:44:08,180 --> 01:44:10,700 the boy moved on, I stayed. 651 01:44:11,220 --> 01:44:13,060 I just quit a job I love. 652 01:44:13,220 --> 01:44:16,300 Oh, mine's in an animal shelter. Where was yours? 653 01:44:28,180 --> 01:44:32,940 These are like, something you'd see in a magazine. 654 01:44:34,660 --> 01:44:37,820 I only put the best shots in my portfolio. 655 01:44:38,060 --> 01:44:43,900 Remember this is ten years of shooting at a minimum of five times a week, so. 656 01:44:44,700 --> 01:44:52,060 - How old were you here? - Ah, there? Nineteen? Maybe twenty. 657 01:44:58,820 --> 01:45:02,220 - But why would you give this up? - The side effects. 658 01:45:03,940 --> 01:45:08,060 Warning, nude modeling may lead to alcoholism, drug use, 659 01:45:08,220 --> 01:45:12,300 random sex with strangers to whom you'd never give the time of day, 660 01:45:12,780 --> 01:45:17,660 disownment by family members, sleeplessness, delusions of grandeur, 661 01:45:17,820 --> 01:45:21,180 and the inability to ever cut your hair. 662 01:45:21,700 --> 01:45:24,380 Because every fucking photographer wants you to look 663 01:45:24,540 --> 01:45:28,300 exactly as you do in your portfolio no matter if the photos are 10 years old. 664 01:45:37,740 --> 01:45:39,660 And I'm not getting any younger. 665 01:45:43,620 --> 01:45:47,380 But, you're beautiful. 666 01:45:49,100 --> 01:45:50,780 Thank you... 667 01:45:52,820 --> 01:45:58,540 I just don't have the energy to compete with eighteen year olds. 668 01:46:01,020 --> 01:46:03,500 And it's changed so much since when I started. 669 01:46:03,660 --> 01:46:07,940 I mean back then, girls were really serious about modeling. 670 01:46:09,060 --> 01:46:13,660 If I lost out on a job to someone, it was because they were a better model, 671 01:46:13,820 --> 01:46:18,500 and now it's like, it's like this place where anyone with photos 672 01:46:18,660 --> 01:46:20,980 can call themselves a model. 673 01:46:21,300 --> 01:46:24,260 A place where anyone can feel beautiful, I guess, 674 01:46:24,420 --> 01:46:28,820 but there's just so many of these girls. 675 01:46:30,100 --> 01:46:34,740 And it's to the point now where if I lose out of a job 676 01:46:34,900 --> 01:46:39,300 to someone with a good photographer, it's because I wouldn't sleep with them. 677 01:46:49,060 --> 01:46:52,900 What's it like, modeling nude? 678 01:46:53,300 --> 01:46:56,260 Ah, taking my clothes off for complete strangers? 679 01:46:56,420 --> 01:47:03,020 - If you want to put it that way. - It depends, honestly. 680 01:47:03,380 --> 01:47:11,100 Sometimes it's exciting, or funny, or a little weird. 681 01:47:12,300 --> 01:47:14,100 Or a lot weird. 682 01:47:14,260 --> 01:47:17,820 Sometimes it's boring. It depends. 683 01:47:18,020 --> 01:47:21,260 Completely on the photographer, on the setting, 684 01:47:21,420 --> 01:47:25,820 on what I'm wearing, or not wearing, 685 01:47:27,580 --> 01:47:30,300 if there's a story to what we're shooting. 686 01:47:30,500 --> 01:47:37,900 Some shoots are amazing, and they make me feel like I'm six feet tall. 687 01:47:39,860 --> 01:47:42,860 Those I will remember for the rest of my life. 688 01:47:45,540 --> 01:47:48,380 Others I feel like I'm going through the motions, 689 01:47:48,540 --> 01:47:50,660 although I try not to do that. 690 01:47:50,820 --> 01:47:53,100 I always try to give the photographer something, 691 01:47:53,300 --> 01:47:55,660 even if he's giving me nothing. 692 01:47:55,860 --> 01:47:58,940 Even if he's the worst sort of GWC. 693 01:48:00,940 --> 01:48:05,020 - GWC? - Guy With Camera. 694 01:48:05,700 --> 01:48:09,060 He's a hobbyist who doesn't have a clue how to work his camera, 695 01:48:09,220 --> 01:48:12,700 but he likes the idea of shooting naked girls. 696 01:48:18,220 --> 01:48:21,260 Can I see the photos you take now? 697 01:48:38,260 --> 01:48:43,060 It's, it's this idea I have for a book. Interior, exterior. 698 01:48:43,580 --> 01:48:47,260 It's a shot of all the signs from the hotels and motels 699 01:48:47,420 --> 01:48:52,460 that I've found myself in and a shot of me, inside the room. 700 01:48:53,620 --> 01:48:57,940 Something that speaks to what's going on in my head. 701 01:48:58,620 --> 01:49:01,660 In that place, at that moment. 702 01:49:09,420 --> 01:49:17,380 You look, so alone, in all of these photos. 703 01:49:40,460 --> 01:49:45,820 You really are beautiful... 704 01:49:52,860 --> 01:49:55,700 And I really should get going. 705 01:49:56,380 --> 01:49:59,540 You can stay... if you want. 706 01:50:02,260 --> 01:50:05,100 - Next time. - Next time? 707 01:50:07,220 --> 01:50:14,740 Yeah, I'm playing Friday night at a house party... you're going to come. 708 01:50:15,180 --> 01:50:16,940 I am, huh? 709 01:50:31,420 --> 01:50:32,900 I hope so. 710 01:55:22,700 --> 01:55:27,620 I'm on the broken side of time. 711 01:55:32,700 --> 01:55:37,820 Fifteen years out of my skin, out of my mind. 712 01:55:42,620 --> 01:55:49,020 And there's no explaining why I went where I've been, 713 01:55:52,740 --> 01:55:59,740 except that some of us are little more than burnt fuel on the wind. 714 01:56:02,860 --> 01:56:09,300 My first kiss was stolen, my first love was drunk. 715 01:56:12,940 --> 01:56:17,460 I'm on my back on the ceiling where the first pain was sunk. 716 01:56:17,620 --> 01:56:19,580 - Hi, what can I get you? - Cranberry juice. 717 01:56:19,740 --> 01:56:20,620 Okay... 718 01:56:23,820 --> 01:56:26,380 And when I say that, 719 01:56:27,580 --> 01:56:30,660 I don't mean that I was lifted or free, 720 01:56:33,140 --> 01:56:36,940 I was more like a dead dolphin at the bottom of the sea. 721 01:56:37,620 --> 01:56:39,700 This place never changes, huh? 722 01:56:43,460 --> 01:56:48,300 I'm on the broken side of time. 723 01:56:53,580 --> 01:56:58,180 Out of my skin, out of my mind. 724 01:57:03,340 --> 01:57:09,980 I sing hallelujah from the darkest of rooms. 725 01:57:13,500 --> 01:57:18,060 Until the cold light of nothing shivers and blooms. 726 01:57:23,580 --> 01:57:30,340 I don't long for forgiveness, for you to even understand. 727 01:57:33,660 --> 01:57:38,860 In this there's no difference between a fist and a hand. 728 01:57:43,820 --> 01:57:46,700 It had nothing to do with you, 729 01:57:48,820 --> 01:57:51,860 and the truth is that it never did. 730 01:57:53,860 --> 01:57:58,380 I've been inches from the surface since I was a kid. 731 01:58:03,900 --> 01:58:06,540 But I'm holding my breath 732 01:58:08,940 --> 01:58:11,660 and I'm quiet and loud. 733 01:58:14,060 --> 01:58:18,860 Been on the broken side of time afraid until now, 734 01:58:21,660 --> 01:58:23,900 afraid until now.